Drugs can be frightening.
As my first batch of one thousand pills was running low, I started to feel afraid of not having them anymore. That fear led me to order another thousand pills, even though I knew it wasn't good for me. The pleasure they brought made it incredibly difficult to stop.
In the end, I went ahead and ordered more. But at some point, I realized that if I didn't quit, my life might never be the same again. That realization made me decide to stop completely and cut all ties with the green-and-yellow pills.